Depression has taken more of my friends than any other ailment. Please, please, please....don't suffer alone. If you are considering taking your own life, talk to someone. I know, there's still a lot of stigma, but you are not alone, and there are so many options that can help you.
There will be a memorial for Mark tomorrow at 11 CST, Cares Funeral Home in Texas City.
Sorry for your loss. My mother committed suicide one year ago tomorrow. She was suffering from chronic pain due to a number of factors. I guess she could not take it any longer. This sort of thing really changes your life. I hope you are well and god bless.