My prayers are with you and your family on your loss of your mom. Whether it was expected or not, it is not easy. But you can take comfort in the fact that she is in a better place and no longer suffering, but healthy and young once more. All of us who still have their mothers should cherish every moment we can with them! My mother had only a 15 percent chance of surviving the cancer she was diagnosed with 10 years ago. She is still with us, suffering some damage from the chemo but is with us, has seen two more grandchildren born and celebrated with all of us, my parents 50th wedding anniversary at Disney World on August 6th. I cherish all the time with her (any my dad) now.