That story makes me want to stay even more true to the beloved souls I've been privelaged to spend my life with before and others to come. I can't even imagine doing that, I'd try damned hard to find a place that allowed pets, or I wouldn't move, dammit. Animals often have hearts so true that it still amazes me anyone could throw a rarity like this away.
I've been wanting a doberman for more than 2 years now, doing research and lots of reading on the breed. I found rescue shelters for them in my state and keep an eye on them for new dobes and their stories of being found and then adopted by people who will truly love them.
It may be a little while from now, but I decided when I have my own place that I really want to help one of these rescues out and give them a second chance. Honestly, raising a pup in an apartment would be tough, and with an older dog you have a clearer picture of the personality and temperment. Originally, I wanted to try and find a dog that was between the ages of 1-3 years, but if see one that happens to come along that is right for me and is a little older, I don't think I'll mind.
You know, I thought about working at my local humane society, but I couldn't. It's a no kill shelter which is nice to an extent, but walking through those isles is painful for me. I guess what I'm feeling is fear and hopelessness. I can't stand to see any animal suffer, and these dogs and cats ARE emotionally and psychologically. I hate that the human world treats such loyalty with indifference and inequality. I wish to god that every one of them was valued and individually undertaken to find loving homes for every soul.
Never in my life do I want to abandon any creature I take in, unless I can no longer properly care for them moneywise or physically. Every time I take in an animal of any kind now, I feel strongly as though I'm making a promise to that one to care and provide in every possible way for its well being. I just couldn't live with myself if I did nothing less. When I haven't had any friends, they've always been there, and I won't live my life without repaying that dept. ~Angela