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[dogyluver]

I'm so sorry for the pain you are feeling right now. It is a very difficult time. Try to focus on her life and not her death. It helps, you will never forget her. The sound of her voice or her smile. These memories will help you get through the tough times.
Take care of yourself,
Pam

 

[dogyluver]

I am so sorry for what you are going through right now. It is a difficult time
I know this is very hard but try to focus on the good times, and the little things
that mean so much. You will never forget the look on her face or her smile or the sound of her voice. Find comfort in friends here that's what we're all here for to help one another.
Pam