John, a few comments/questions:
(bulk of message deleted - see above post)
I need some collective thinking from others...what are your thoughts?
I am not sure what the questions are, but I do respect your comments.
Here is a statement with a question mark -
What kind of reactions were you enjoying after ZSand's hit?
But it is really not much of a question, because it was in reference to me saying -
My favorite part of being evil is the nightly hits and peoples reactions.
When I am evil, I get a kick out of the termoil right after nightfall, when everyone is trying to figure out why someone got hit and how they are trying to explain it. In games past, the chat in off site forums has been my favorite part. I get a kick out of it, because I know why we hit who we hit and I like to see how people explain it.
So I was not really enjoying the reactions after ZSandmann's hit. I did note a few of them. I hope everyone did. As a town, we learn the most from the events around nightfall.
As far as the comments, I wanted to share my thoughts on one that hit home -
Maybe you are a lot better player than I had previously given you credit for.
I am assuming that previously you had thought I was not a good player. I think I am hard to read, but I myself am unsure if I am "good" or not. I have done some pretty silly things in past games.
Good player or not, I like to play and for the most part, I like the people that play mafia. I can only think of one player who I would not want to play again. Besides that person, I would want them all to play. Most of you I would love to get to know better and would jump at the chance to socialize in person with. I did join the fantasy football thing (which before I was totally against, and had fun).
On the same note, but sorta off topic and not part of the game, I mostly post in GCC and when it comes down to it, the GCC forum is where I chit-chat with people that 1) are not in my family or 2) work for (or with me). So besides family and work, this is it. I really enjoy playing mafia and more and more like posting on some of the other GCC threads. While I like reading about fish and tanks and stuff, I would rather talk about other things. So I come here. I guess that is why I enjoy coming here. I also am, for the most part, a work-a-holic, that needs to get away once in a while.
So I am not sure if I am "good" or not. I know that when I am innocent and get hit and am out of the game, I take it as a compliment and can't wait until the next game.
I also am real proud of myself for not posting in morse code, I really have wanted to.