I stared and stared at these fish while they were dying, and read about all kinds of nasty diseases, but there was no evidence of any of them that I could tell. Perhaps the gills were a bit inflamed, but I feel like they arrived that way and I have nothing to compare to so maybe they weren't.
The last female died last night. When I get home from work I'll be cleaning out the tank. Should I throw away the filter media? I know that it's usually good to have aged media, but in this case I suspect that there may have been something toxic leached into the water from a homemade breeding net. I don't have nitrite or nitrate readings yet because my local store and the next closest one (40 minutes away) were both out of freshwater tests. I may just have to order one, but I doubt I would get meaningful readings by the time I have it so I'll never know for sure what killed the fish.
I'm really torn up about this. I know that feeders often die, but for them to all die so suddenly makes me feel pretty certain that it was something I did (or didn't do), not just typical feeder weakness/disease. I know they were destined to be eaten by my turtle eventually, but I hate it that I caused them to suffer and die for no reason other than my own stupidity. When I saw that the last one died last night, I actually cried myself to sleep. Right now I'm not sure if I want to clean everything up, start over, and try to get it right this time, or just give up on fish and stick to just the turtle since I've managed not to kill her in the 9+ months I've had her. I guess she'd just have to go without live food, but plenty of turtles do.