I work for a construction company. I draw the floorplans, I haven't had much of anything to do in a while. We just layed off everyone except me and the office manager. I know I am next because I don't have anything to do. Its very frustrating, and nerve racking. My boss asked me the other day if I would go on unemployment or if I had another job lined up. He is really worried about all of us. I have worked for him for 4.5 years and I haven't gotten a raise in 4 years. I got a few "raises" in the form of rent reduction. I don't live in the apartment anymore so no more "raise".
I am a drafter and their aren't any jobs around here for that. Every job that I see I am either very under qualified for or over. Its frustrating. I have anxiety issues and I quit taking my medication almost a year ago. This last week I feel like I can't breath and need a xanex. I have taken 3 this week and I hate it, I'm trying very hard not to need another one right now.
Gotta find my happy place, I have a daughter to care for after all.