I have become severly depressed, my male powder dwarf gourami died last week and I am having trouble coping. Whenever I go out, something will remind me of his little fishy face.. I saw a cloud in the sky shaped like my little friend and it made me break down. I dont know where to turn, I even considered suicide at one point but luckily I gathered sanity back enough not to do so. I am having trouble eating too, lost 15 pounds.
Someone please help, I am in despair.
Someone please help, I am in despair.