In less than 48 hours, I have to say goodbye, your going to have to walk away from us, Breeze, Caine and I. Its going to be longest year of our lives. I Don't want to go to sleep knowing when we wake up its that much close to your leaving. I dont know how I am going to do this without you. I cannot tell you these things in person, I choke on the tears, and dont want to upset you, so I will put it here. I keep thinking about the empty spot at the table, in our bed. Lunch time without you. The kids are going to miss you as much as I am. I have been so lost thinking about it, Just know I love you and we will be waiting for you always.