LBF so sorry to hear of your loss, that's always hard! You need to do what is right for you, don't worry about your friend...if they are a true friend they will be there and understand, if not they aren't then they aren't worth it anyway, family is very important. I know you have to be in so much pain right now...just remember it will lessen over time and get a bit easier, you will always miss her but time will help. And remember we are here for you always....if you ever need to just get it out you can send me a PM anytime, sometimes just talking about your pain, memories, thoughts anything will help. Do you still write songs? I hope you do, I always enjoyed reading your writings of them.
Again, I am sooooo sorry for your loss, and remember my PM box is always open for you *hugs*
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Gin