Certainly understand your feelings, David.
But you won't screw it up if you do it right - and I for one would be very happy to help make sure you do it right.
When I first started reading about discus I became so worried that if I kept them I would stunt them or just do something really wrong. After thinking it over for a bit longer I realized that I could definitely do it and I was just psyching myself out. I still haven't kept them yet but I'm looking forward to that day XD
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