Relax, man. I've been through the whole "I'm rebellious, don't care what everyone thinks" stage. I know where you're coming from... but, dude, aggression and forcefulness of your own built up teenage angst upon other members of this forum is basically best described as a dog barking at the moon. Why's he barking at th moon? No idea. Ignore it and it goes away eventually. No skin of my bones. And while you may be able to throw your directionless fury at us and huff and puff and pout all day long... But why would you waste your time in the first place? Learning patience is an important part of the fish keeping hobby and, more importantly, can be applied into the real world. Take it from a 19 year old guy's perspective fresh out of that stage you're in right now... Relax, reevaluate, and focus on a goal.