wow, i am so sorry for your loss, how long did you have your boys. I have had mine for just over 2 years and their ladies for about 8 mo. i know i would be devasted to suffer what you have gone thru. However, that is a killer idea! i hope you are not discouraged from trying again! I read in an earlier post that you were already searching, go for it!!!! Cant wait to see pics of your new boys.