I am so sorry but I am sure she is in a better place. I lost my father this past March and he was very sick for way too long. Though we weren't sure he heard us we constantly told him to move on and then felt horrible for wishing it for him. I understand and wish you a good recovery over your grieve.
Pet... I'm so sorry for your loss... and for the deep grief you now feel at losing your beloved grandmother. You and your granny have been in my thoughts and prayers, and though it is good that her suffering has ended, I know your heart is heavy with the sorrow you now feel at losing her.
I hope the good memories will comfort you over the next days, and weeks, and years. The pain will get better, but it will take time... you have to let yourself grieve at your own pace.
Please know that there are so many people thinking of you tonight... and sending wishes your way... hoping for comfort and solace for you in this sad time of your loss.
As long as you remember her you have not left her alone. Keep her memory and honor that memory. It is ok to miss her, it is ok that you feel guilty as these are very normal feelings. Don't beat yourself up thinking "that if only I . . . ." as you cannot stop what is meant to be.
My thoughts and prayers go out to you and your family during this trying time. You will always miss her and that's OK. That's a part of loving someone.
Thank you everyone. As you all know she has been sick for a VERY long time and it was her time, still no matter how well prepared one thinks they have prepared themselves preparation can never allow you to actually be prepared, which I found out the hard way sinceI had a MAJOR anxiety attack at the hospital. She will be truly missed and I almost dread going to make the arrangements today unfortuantely in this life it is a necessary evil.
Dear Petluvr, I'm so sorry for your loss. Just keep in mind that your granny is in a better place and at peace. She's no longer suffering and can concentrate on watching over you and your family. Although it hurts for now, your pain will ease with time, and you'll always love her and have wonderful memories of her. Take care.